EXPRESSIVE PAINTING
טנאי יוסף Yos ~ being with painting

Looking from global perspective, the pressure mounting by that huge wave of creating; and i do not only mean the physical work but maybe much more i mean the ideas and universal view points that now looking for ways to manifest is creating in me more than one form or way.

First obvious is that i am pushed to collaborate beyond any measure and at the top perhaps; or the picks that are rushing to materialize; starting with the most visible one, that is me falling in love (!) and falling in love on one hand is belonging to the low realm and always turns into nightmare.

But when the playground is of a higher realm; and i must admit that there is this global need now being rooted and plugged deeper and deeper in , where one finds invitations to a lot more giving and taking. Yet righteousness is trying to have it’s share, as it is brutally cutting through the mass-wave of energy . That is a fact if we admit our shared persona as humans.

I’d rather use ‘integral view’ to point to ties which connect the common behaviors and attitudes here in our home for instance to my or our physical pains.

Now after so many tryings one may speak-out, saying there is indeed such connectivity between the global approach which you are one with, and which is seen as certain disconnecting-running-through-body.

Eventually the high tides of freedom of free abundant love has grabbed This-Love-One to be the first one for me to say – i love you woman within that newly recognized allowance. but as she is stepping deeper into the restricted areas of righteousness and busy pushing herself there, it became nightmare – our relationship is getting hollow. yes . but the wave of freedom which i followed to arrive to her, and by the way; to more women earlier but never so pronounced . still this time i can see the whole pattern opening up and it calls itself, obviously ~ freedom

Following freedom, i meet more women and the more i look at them, and regardless of how ready for freedom they seem at start, the wave of allowance still going higher, and gently, my level or subtleness as i approach – the interactivity that love suggests – if you follow me there; there can be more love affairs as i drop that One which nevertheless started but could not come through..

so maybe there is another lesson awaiting me with This Love One or not, however the context in which my passion and pain reside come forward into view.